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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

"Tell me about your mother..."

Current Mood:

Don't mind me. That last blog was kind of therapeutic, so I'm going to go ahead and psychoanalyze myself :-). Putting my thoughts in writing requires a certain logic, and it sort of exposes to me how illogical my fears are :-). This is mostly for my own benefit, so you don't have to read this entry :-). I'm just going to be talking to myself :-).

Okay here I go...

{starts to think} You know, some people would be excited at the thought of having one extra free day in a new place. I arrive Friday, Amber arrives Saturday, I can do whatever I want on Friday.

Okay, it's probably going to be freezing and I won't be in the mood to go anywhere, but if I wanted to, I could.

And okay, so I'm scared about driving by myself. But you know what? There's no getting around it. It has to happen that way. It's not doing me any good to be petrified about it. I've printed the maps to and from places, I've got emergency phone numbers to call, I've got phone numbers of Nebraska taxi cabs--there's really nothing else I can do in the way of preparing myself.

And I don't have the luxury to be afraid anyway. If I'm in this state when I get there, I'm going to be so preoccupied about being afraid that it IS going to affect my driving and judgement. If I want to make this work, I better have my head on my shoulders.

{takes a deep breath and reads what I just wrote} Wow, that really helped :-).


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